Moving Forward

Something took a big bite out of our jack-o-latern (a deer?),paul sleeps alot, we managed to order and receive our backyard playground,and that elusive smile which is hard to capture, though he smiles all the time, and blows bubbles.

Moving forward, pulling off a birthday party, with two weeks planning.

October

October has come and went.

The blurring of time continues.

But it's not bad, not really.

The days have taken on a dream like quality as I try to be "in the moment" and not in the haze of feedings, and diaper changes, and toddler demands. always at the worst possible time.

But my boys are wonderful.